i'm just praying and seeking God's will regarding my posting. I still don't understand why i am in 1SIR, but i believe God has a purpose for me here (takes great faith for me just to day that). As i don't know God's purpose for me just yet, i'll just keep praying that i can be posted out, or downgraded, or excused outfield, uniform etc.
trust me: it isn't fun being here. i've been close to tears this past week as i think about my friends and family, and the "why am i here?" questions. pray that i can understand why God has me in this situation, and that i can trust Him wholeheartedly.
and pls send little SMSes when you think of me. they mean the world to me, they really do. =]